MEMORIES!!!

One fine day when you will read my letters

that i have been writing for you all these years..

I wish to see in your eyes the same painful unseen tears,

 Your world of heaven will shake from a thunder

And I want you to sit there and wonder

How difficult it is to leave the unanswered questions like “why” ,

 “Don’t you think its painful not to bid a last goodbye” ?

I have always been told that you never let go the prayers unheard

Then why did you cut off the wings of the bird,

I have always been told that on a darker road, candles one has to lit

Then why did you blew off the candle when I tried, before I knew it,

I have always been told that you are great and kind

Then why did u promise me a beautiful rainbow and then made me color blind,

I have always learnt that you sent angels for us from your heavenly abode

Then why did you ask me to walk alone through the tough road,

I have always been told that you put us on a test

You gauge our patience , strength and weaknesses

And then you settle us in our deserved comfortable nest

I have been told that you are there everywhere

Then why dint you show me the signs of your care,

I have been told that forgiveness is divine

Then why dint you teach me to forgive you for the tears you have caused to the person who gave me life

You are the creator, you have the right to play the game in your way

You did give me  reasons to be happy and gay

But, You also gave me memories which will haunt me and make me say

You took away from me my only sunshine , my ray

How difficult it is to leave the unanswered questions like “why” ,

 “Don’t you think its painful not to bid a last goodbye” ?

I Aint complaining, but telling you how I feel

For it is difficult now to zip it up and seal !!!

One fine day when you will read my letters

that i have been writing for you all these years..

I wish to see in your eyes the same painful unseen tears..

 Your world of heaven will shake from a thunder

And I want you to sit there and wonder

How difficult it is to leave the unanswered questions like “why” ,

 “Don’t you think its painful not to bid a last goodbye” ?